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I feel like I'm feeling sorry for myself or something...I'm so pathetic. I just need to express my feelings, even if they are selfish. Next to my cat, this is the only place I feel comfortable expressing myself. No friends around here, and I'm sure the internet friends that I do have get sick of me and my problems so I try to be minimal but it's hard...which by the way I'm losing tons of them too. That's probably why. But anyhow lookie lookie, feeling sorry again. No one is online, I should just watch T.V., Probably find some depressing show and eat cupcakes, sounds like a plan...emotionally eating yay. Too bad I don't have any chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream, that sounds really good right now, and usually makes me feel a bit better. Perhaps I can find some British humor on television, that usually lightens things up. Too bad my burned CD of sappy love songs has been left at my cousin's house. It would be comforting right now, and how sad this may seem, I'm too lazy to open Grokster. Some little orange things always pop up and then I get a million other boxes after that...I hate fighting with the fuckers. Anyhow, I'm physically tired, but not exactly mentally. Like Derek said. I know I should go to sleep, but my mind won't let me resign to sleep.

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